If you see this, you know who you are
You know that I'm still here
Wishing I could hold you in my arms
You can call this cheesy, but believe me
it's not easy, knowing I've got so much fighting for my heart
and I don't know what will deceive me
Why has fighting for you become so hard though
Every thought of you has me working out my breath call it cardio
I've been pushing my limits just to see how far it'll go
You the princess always in another castle got me feeling like Mario
You've been the most consistent so sorry if I sound a bit obsess
but we haven't even seen each other in 3 months, I think it's time to end this recess
My goal as a man of God was to love you, not to manipulate
and replicate the "men" of the day, to get you to stay up late
push to intimate, and end in sex
You a queen and you don't even realize
cuz all you've ever known are the lies
but if you could see through a different pair of eyes
you would know that you're worth so much more
than the effects of borderline
At this point I don't care if people know who I'm talking about
I love you girl, you're all I seem to think about
I pray for you, I'd be more than willing to stay for you
No matter how many times you hurt me I will never hate you
But here comes the flip side
The moment that caught my blind side
We both ended up turned around
and now something is eating me alive
I wish that we could try it out
all the laughs and anger, we could have cried it out
For you, I would go to hell and back
You better believe...you can run and tell that
I was willing to fall for you
Now let me see if I can rise for you
I've been told that I spent to much time for you
but it was worth every dime for you
We can't deny we clicked
but there was always tension
I could hear the story in my head
and it was much stranger than fiction
If this indeed the end, then let me begin
to share how honored I've been
to share in your life
your smiles, your tears
your blood, your sweat
your joys, your fears
If you see this I pray that God will bring you closer to him
and if it's his will the day we meet anew will become closer again.
I love you.....
But God loves you more.
